Superman Who Couldn't Even Crawl: Will AAP be Like Tehelka of Politics?

Before Delhi assembly elections & government formation, AAP supporters really thought Arvind Kejriwal as some messiah who had readymade solution & he would solve all problems with in one day of taking charge. His cult grew in name of honesty, simplicity & anti-corruption. Many of his supporters projected Congress & Narendra Modi led BJP as brothers in arms. AAP supporter’s favorite slogan was “Cong-BJP Bhai Bhai”. When anyone tried to reason with them with facts, they replied with the same line again and again. Their messiah too swore on his children’s head that he will never give or take support from Congress or BJP. He said in loudest voice that it would be cheating with people as people are voting against Congress & BJP to his party so he will never break their faith.  But as the saying goes that much water has flown in Yamuna after 8^th December so now we have a nice compilation of before & after scenario in case of Kejriwal, which we should make every AAP supporter watch again & again.

    

I must admire Kejriwal’s confidence as he says many things & exactly their opposite things with full confidence after sometime. Wonderful thing is some people still gets convinced with both things that he says. Kejriwal could have been a very good Congress politician of 1970s & 80s, where not many means of communication were available. Unfortunately for him, in age of social media, it has become next to impossible to carry on with shallow dramas for long as people can see truth very easily and in less time. Social media has played a very strong role in making Kejriwal of today. To his credit, he exploited every available platform to full extent. When no one in main stream media knew anything about him, he used all available communal platforms of RSS to spread his message. He then became a regular visitor to Baba Ramdev’s meetings & used his resources to gain more acceptability. When Baba Ramdev & Sri Sri Ravishankar brought Anna Hazareji from Maharashtra to Delhi to fight against Congress’s systematic corruption, Kejriwal saw opportunity & jumped to Anna’s side. When their utility was over than suddenly Sri Sri Ravishankar & Baba Ramdev became too communal for him like RSS & he found great support from left leaning organizations. He portrayed himself as Anna’s General, became a household name, in time of “Indian Against Corruption Movement” took support of BJP under Gadkari & as it happened with all others, after their use he abused Annaji & BJP too. He used volunteers of IAC for his online & social media promotion. I, a Aam Admi as any Amrud can get, also supported him at that time.

People like me use social media to promote Narendra Modi’s good governance stories from a time when no one heard of Kejriwal. First it was blogger, Orkut (Social media networking site like Facebook-many might remember) & later Facebook & twitter. Modiji & BJP’s supporter use social media as main stream media (MSM) is more or less in control of Congress. MSM, most of the times try to show Modiji & BJP in bad light, because of either money or left leaning ideological reasons. Very recently MSM channels were forced to live telecast Modiji’s speech as his popularity grew because of his good governance & people wanted to hear more about him. Media had to show his speeches but they were very quick to point out flaws in him. Prime time discussions still mostly end with one BJP spokesperson versus 5 or 6 anti Modi panelists. That’s why Modiji relied heavily on social media to get his message across & establish direct communication with voters. If MSM showed what all Modiji did all these years in Gujarat, like they are making positive national news of loose motion of Kejriwal, Modiji would have been Prime Minister in 2009 elections itself. Kejriwal learnt the trick of using social media from him via IAC engagement as many Modi supporters joined IAC. Many in IAC movement viewed Congress as root cause of all evils. It looks to me now that Kejriwal was the Trojan horse in IAC by Congress so that he can be used at right time. What else right time can be than 2014 general elections?

IAC was primarily representing educated middle class’s anger against Congress mis-governance. Congress first dismissed this as it knew that middle class is too lazy to vote against it in big numbers & Congress main vote bank is poor & minorities. But later on realization of mass anger if educated middle class, Congress infiltrated & broke the movement via likes of Agnivesh & Kejriwal. Kejriwal was always in touch with his guru Aruna Roy, who is part of Sonia’s NAC. The day Yogendra Yadav, a known Congress sympathizer & former Rahul Gandhi adviser, joined Kejriwal in politics; the game-plan of Congress for 2014 general election became clear. Many might know that Congress generally wins by dividing voters in first past the post system of democracy. Congress uses this strategy quite frequently & you really have to be politically illiterate to not to know about it. Few recent examples can be like Congress popped up Chiranjeevi’s Praja Rajyam Party, divided vote, won election in AP & later merged PRP with it. Similar strategy worked in Maharashtra with MNS & KJP in Karnatak. Since Congress may still exercise control on poor & minorities, there is a big chance that educated middle class will vote against it in coming elections. Here Kejriwal & AAP role becomes increasingly important in Congress 2014 scheme. AAP will cut educated middle class anti Congress pro BJP / Modiji votes nationally as people don’t know AAP in villages that’s much so in that way will hurt BJP & Modiji in some way & benefit Congress.

After declaring Modiji as PM candidate, BJP was riding high & won MP, Rajsthan assembly polls by big margin & Chattisgarh with comfortable margin. In Delhi, which could have been big BJP win, Kejriwal with AAP divided anti Congress votes & made Congress rule possible by forming government with their support. Inspite of being largest party BJP did right thing by not forming government in Delhi as it didn’t have numbers but from here on Kejriwal’s messiah status increasingly started coming in doubt. He started “now trademark Spit & Lick” brand of politics the day he took Congress support to form government.  He was so confident in telling before elections that you can’t clean corruption, if you ally with Congress & similarly he was comfortable in asking Doctor Harshvardhan evidence of Congress corruption after he took Congress support & formed government. In span of less than 20 days, after he formed government, Kejriwal has broken all what he stood for before elections. As I said I am really becoming a big admirer of his confidence in telling two exactly opposing thing in just span of few days.

Here is what he did in last few days. He raised big noise on VIP culture & said he & his ministers won’t take any government cars & houses but suddenly Toyota Innova became AAM car for ministers, who used Auto Rickshaws on first day of assembly. Doctor Harshvardhan really did an open heart & brain surgery of AAP & Kejriwal while responding to trust motion in Delhi. Kejriwal’s big idea of Swaraj has turned out to be misguided & impractical form of communism. First thing he did was to give subsidy to non-needy people on water, second thing he did was giving subsidy on power while shouting earlier that electricity companies are over charging customers by 50%. His Congress allies were quick to ask that what the difference between AAP & Congress is as both were doing the same thing. He now sides with defaulters of electricity bills of last 10 months & make state go in another financial ruin. His health minister brought in AAP volunteers in hospitals & these volunteers started shouting & screaming at doctors where active surgery was going on & they didn’t spare labor room too. His education minister proposes 90% reservation in DU for people from Delhi; just imagine media noise if Raj Thackrey or Shiv Sena would have said the same. His law minister calls for meeting of judges in name of improving efficiency. Yogendra Yadav says he support more caste based reservations, Prashant Bhushan said he would support plebiscite in J&K and if plebiscite’s outcome is anti-India, than he is fine with it. Bhushan also says that we should do plebiscite before we put CRPF in Naxal areas.  Kejriwal made huge noise on every political party breaking another political party to remain in power but he himself broke JDU MLA, who will soon join AAP. To top it all Kejriwal ran away from his own Swaraj in Janta Darbar. People who he called God before elections became bheed & he now wants to control them through police.

Kejriwal & AAP are looking increasingly like Tahalka magazine of politics, all song & dance of morality & ethics in beginning but ending up in jail for rape charges & immorality in end. People, who supported Kejriwal, weren’t tired of comparing him with character of Anil Kapoor in Nayak movie. But someone please tell them that Anil Kapoor didn’t make government with Amrish Puri in Nayak & road justice of movies can’t really be replicated in real life. Since media can’t flog dead Congress horse as many educated people have become repulsive to Congress, so Modi hating media is doing propaganda for Kejriwal’s or any so called leader of AAP’s every small move. They have almost forgotten that there is India beyond Delhi & politicians beyond Kejriwal. For Delhi based media India has become some neglected North East state on which they never do reporting. I just hope that people can see through smokescreen as Kejriwal is proving to be a fake superman who couldn’t even crawl & won’t waste their vote & support which may contribute to instability after 2014 elections. If you are willing to give failed superman time to do his failed experiments at your cost than why can’t you be wiser for 2014 elections & give support to already proven Modiji so that he can implement his proven solutions? Is it too hard to understand? 

Vande Mataram

Aam Admi Party Formula=(Congress+Communist)Politics+ Holier Than Thou Claim

Around 2 years ago I wrote an open letter singing praises of Arvind Kejriwal. This letter was in response to his open letter in TOI. Kejriwal, at that time looked to me & many as strong anti-corruption activist, whose pictures of sleeping on train plateform made me promote him through my social media handles. I really liked activist Kejriwal & was inspired by his story of having education from IIT & leaving IRS job to join activism in India’s interest. I looked upon him as someone who could be an inspiration for today’s youth, just like Narendra Modi. I hope you are noticing my use of past tense in above sentences for Kejriwal.

Today, when a new year 2014 is waiting for us, situation has changed dramatically. I joined anti-corruption movement in hope that lokpal bill be passed & Congress will be removed from government & finally finished for good. For me Congress is root of all evils in India & it can’t change its basic character of divide & rule, institutionalized corruption, communalism, minority appeasement, casteism & povertarianism etc. Congress is against aspirational politics, as awakened masses are no longer interested in only filled stomach. This century can belong to India, if we play our cards well. Anyways, I was on Ramleela grounds on August 2011, when Anna broke his fast on Congress promise of passing Lokpal bill. We all were overjoyed & danced till late night on 27^th August & again on 28^th August. I noticed one thing but ignored, some volunteers were distributing “Swaraj” written by Kejriwal & I couldn’t understand why Kejriwal is promoting himself when agitation is on full swing. I got the answer in December 2012, when after some more fast drama, Kejriwal hijacked Anna’s movement & talked about launching political party. I was alarmed & wrote a blog that only Congress will benefit by such move. Today, my fears are proven right. I'm not against anyone forming political party but feeling that someone rode on my shoulder, or people like me to help Cong in end is not a nice feeling as Congress is & will remain root of all evils, until we finish it off politically.

Kejriwal & his comrades, under guidance of Comrade Yogendra Yadav chose Delhi as their political play-ground. They already had their names known to people through Anna’s agitation & ready volunteers who could be used for political work. Many AAP volunteers, who supported Kejriwal for CM candidate, were supporting Narendra Modi for PM candidate too. AAP leadership started coining phrase like AK4CM & Modi4PM to keep their prospective voters focused on voting for them in Delhi Assembly elections. Some were telling that AAP just want to remain in Delhi, which just has 7 Loksabha seats & we are not going to harm Modi’s national campaign. I came across these types of volunteers on social media too & it’s a well-documented fact. What amazed me was how easy it was for AAP leadership to fool people with such slogans. As I know that Comrade Yogendra Yadav, till very recently was on advisory panel of Rahul Gandhi. Similarly Arvind Kejriwal’s first guru Aruna Roy is in Sonia’s NAC. These people are very close to Congress & will any time give or take support in name of secularism or some other stupidity. I am guessing that in 2019 elections, Yogendra & Kejriwal will be left & right hand of Rahul Gandhi, well that’s another topic & I know I will get a more solid ground to write on this too.

I wanted to write on AAP & its politics before start of Delhi elections, but took some time to see them in action & to be sure that my conclusions don’t sound superficial. After seeing Kejriwal doing summersault on majority of promises that he made before elections, I am more than convinced that Kejriwal & AAP are just a tool to keep away Narendra Modi from becoming Prime Minister of Indian in 2014. Congress is like manipulative vamp, which just goes after short term strategies to win whatever it can. Congress knows that in first past the post system of democracy, if you can divide enough votes in multi angle contest, you have a bigger chance of winning, than you can cobble an alliance in name of secularism & keep on looting the nation.

Congress has two primary vote banks, Muslim & Christian Minorities & poor. Muslims are shown fear of RSS & Modi every time & similarly poor are given bribe of free food, free money via wasteful schemes like NREGA to make them vote again & again for Congress. Congress doesn’t want poor to aspire for more than free things as it will trouble status quo of voting pattern. Educated middle class also voted for Congress or remained passive in last general election as economy peaked as Congress rode on good work done by BJP government. This time middle class is angry & want to punish Congress badly. To not let educated middle class en-block against them Congress needed a party which can cut enough votes to give Congress a fighting chance.

Congress has three types of party supporting it, indirect supporters like SP, BSP, NCP & DMK who under grab of secularism just want gravy train to go on. Second are direct supporters which merge in Congress after some time like PRP of Chiranjeevi. AAP will belong to this category. Third category is of MNS types, against who if Congress wants, can act on law & order issue, but won’t as it helps Congress to keep voters divided & win.

So AAP & Kejriwal, who have captured support of some educated illiterate Indians, are seen as useful in 2014 general elections to divide anti congress educated middle class votes & stop Modi from coming to power. You might have seen how status quoists media, which found it hard to support Congress after so many scams, is so much interested in pitching for Kejriwal as PM candidate just after winning 28 seats in assembly elections. Congress through media wants to give Kejriwal more space than he deserves just to make sure that he cuts enough votes in 2014 elections. I just hope that educated middle class sees through this design & keep their support for Modi in 2014 General Elections.

BJP & Narendra Modi supporters have to work tirelessly to remove the mask from AAP & Congress. Before elections every AAP supporter was shouting Cong-BJP Bhai-Bhai to just equate Congress & BJP & pitch AAP as different from both. AAP volunteers conveniently ignored the fact that BJP has never given or taken support from Congress to form any government. AAP now sits comfortably in Congress lap & has formed government with their support, but still claims that it’s Cong-BJP Bhai Bhai! I am just amazed at their lying & propagandist capability, which only matches with Congress, BSP & SP. Kejriwal has become an educated version of Lalu, Mulayam & Mayawati, who might abuse Congress from time to time but will take & give support under some pretext, most commonly on Secularism.

If you connect all the dots from past 2 months, it will become clear that AAP is nothing but follower of Congress dirty politics, Communist economic visions & copying some BJP strategies. AAP has well known naxal like Binayak Sen on its committees, it has anti nationals like Prashant Bhushan, who openly advocates J&K referendum, Kejriwal questions Batla house encounter & martyrdom of inspector MC Sharma, Kejriwal meets Fatwa issuer Tauqeer Khan & joins hands with Bukhari to get Muslim votes.  AAP also inducts anti-development foreign funded activists like Udayakumar in Tamil Nadu & opposes nuclear energy for India. Bhushan is also actively seeking support from communist parties & will welcome more communist people under their umbrella. It raises very important question for educated middle class- will they support such party which denies Indians energy & keep us backward? Is corruption only issue & others like national integrity, people’s security, promoting meritocracy instead of dole based status quo type society, are non-issues? Does the educated middle class want inefficiency of old government days when everything was owned & delivered by government? In my view by supporting Kejriwal & AAP, educated middle class is only supporting Congress & Communist style tokenism & symbolism & wasting its crucial vote when we are so close to throw out Congress from India. Parties like AAP only prolonging the inevitable demise of Congress by cutting educated anti Congress votes.

More you listen to Kejriwal these days, more lunatic he sounds.  In one morning he says why BJP didn't purchase 4 more MLAs & formed government in Delhi, in evening he starts abusing Anna as Anna gives his approval for Lokpal bill, which was cleared by Parliament Select committee. Kejriwal also asks Cong what is the meaning of "unconditional" support. Well he is IITian, can surely look into dictionary. He writes to BJP & asks them to agree to his conditions to form government. Has anyone ever heard that a party which is going to form government asks opposition party to agree to its demand to sit in opposition? He is just three days old in government but it has exposed him thoroughly. First he swore on his children’s head that he won’t take & give support but now conveniently sits in Congress lap. In haste he orders free water till 20KL/month to be given to those with meters in Delhi. Now majority of Delhites don’t have meters & those who use more than 20KL/Month water will have to pay 10% more amount of all the water that they have used. This is infact costly than what these people are paying now. Similar ridiculousness is with electricity. Kejriwal & AAP shouted that Electricity companies are doing extortion & electricity can be given atleast 50% cheaper. But reality strikes him & now he gives 50% subsidy to people who use less than 400 units. So electricity companies are not exactly robbing as claimed by him & AAP. In last two days he has caused 240 Cr losses to exchequer for tokenism. Similarly he has refused to take security but we all know that police needed 10 times more policemen to allow CM his tokenism joyride in Metro, where Mr. Satyawadi was sitting on seats reserved for women.

It’s amazing irony that party which was formed on anti-corruption plank is doing free water, cheap electricity bribery to voters in just 3 days of its office. What is the difference between Congress giving free food & loan waiver bribe to Poor & AAP’s free water bribe to Delhites? What is the difference between an anti-national Arundhati Roy who demands referendum in J&K & Prashant Bhushan? What is the difference between a Digvijay pandering for Muslim votes by questioning martyrdom of inspector Sharma & Kejriwal? What is the difference between naxals who are anti-development extortionists & Naxal Binayak Sen sitting in AAP’s committee? What is the difference between Jihadies claiming Yasin Bhatkal is innocent & Kamal Farooqi saying the same?

I am tired of Kejriwal showing holier than thou attitude but doing the same thing again & again. I will give him some respect if he just stop pretending to be different when it's nothing different which is happening in Delhi, stops having this holier than thou attitude when Anjali Damania can claim to be farmer to do land grab, when Shazia's secretary gets expelled for accepting black money. There is nothing different which AAP is doing which is not already in place. Also as per as per AAP's last pre-election survey by great Yogendra Yadav it should have got 47 seats. Before elections, every month they did false survey to boost morale of AAP supporters & Yadav admitted it on TV too that they were Farzi surveys. Don't you think that people who claim to stand on pinnacle of truth shouldn't take Farzi route? Sometimes I feel that like Congress needs poor people to do its politics, Kejriwal & AAP need corruption to do theirs.

AAP is nothing but combination of Communist & Congress politics. I urge educated Indians, who after a long time have started taking active interest in politics beware about value of their vote & support. AAP's economic & national security policies (not all clear but you can see its glimpses) will do no good for India. Their economic agenda & national policies are Communist+ Congress mixture with a pinch of anti-corruption & holier than everyone flavor. Please don’t waste your vote & support on new comers whose main agenda is to stop Modiji by dividing educated urban class anti congress votes. Main point is whatever Kejriwal & Gang wants, that change is already happening in many states in one way or another. If you still want to do experiment with your vote & support than please do it after 2014 general elections. Till than please don’t waste it on someone who is again going to strengthen Congress.

Vande Mataram

Only CONgrOss Will Gain By Team Anna's Political Party

As a concern citizen of India, I supported and still support the anti-corruption movement of Annaji & BabaRamdev. I will support all the movement in this nation as long as they are for country's benefit and anti-Congress, as I hold Congress responsible for all the ills of India, simply by the fact that they have ruled India 85% of its independence and they had the golden chance of making India a developed nation inspite its all challenges but Congress chose to look into other direction just to keep one family in power and they ignored and kept whole nation as second priority. I don’t think Congress has done anything to make the country what it could have been. Inspite of 65 years of independence if 60% of population doesn’t have sanitation facilities, 70% doesn’t have access to clean drinking water, 95% doesn’t have round the clock electricity (excluding the lucky ones who live in Gujarat) and still suffer power outage for 2 days, no government primary school functions as it supposed to, higher education is in total mess in majority of cases, very few public servants including officials and politicians are honest and don’t indulge in corruption, only few major politicians got convicted and jailed in corruption case since independence, still the roads at many places feel like it’s the small patches of road in all holes, and Congress ruled this country 85% of its independence so blame belongs to Congress as they could have taken country on the path of all inclusive development but they chose to promote the castism, communalism and regionalism to overcome the difficulty of not fighting elections on development plank. I know the opposition parties like BJP is not all pure, but unfortunately we have to choose a lesser thief among all thieves and in my opinion BJP is lesser thief while Congress rules the chart.

I don’t like to support the regional parties as they promote narrow regionalism over larger nationalism but I understand that they give voices to regional concerns which the national party like Congress failed to do but still I would prefer to vote for a national party rather than a regional one. That’s why I support all movements which are for making India a better place to live and remove a blot named Congress from face of this nation’s soul. I supported AnnaJi's movement and was on Ramleela grounds when he broke the fast last year. So I have a stake in success of this movement. I was also of opinion that continuous fasting is not the way to achieve the JanLokpal. AnnaJi had the Golden chance like the way India had in 65, 71 wars to settle the Kashmir dispute, for bringing JanLokpal last year. He let it go under pressure from well-wishers and called off the fast. Nationalists like me ( I am a RSS supporter) will support all such movements. The members of team Anna misunderstood the support that they got for Anti corruption movement for themselves as individuals. Off course AnnaJi has got respect of millions including me but his team members started abusing patriotic organizations like RSS just to pander to needs of so called secular Media and thugs like Digvijay & Kapil Sibal. Once they start abusing the organizations like RSS people like me will definitely give the support you take for granted a second look. That’s why the second agitation in Mumbai failed because the supporters of nationalistic causes were hurt by these outbursts. Now this time I was not convinced that a fast will achieve something but was really inspired by Arvind's slogan that it’s fast unto death. Please don’t get me wrong I am not the one who wishes Arvind some ill thing and I know that a alive and healthy Arvind is much more dangerous for corrupts than a dead Arvind. I am sorry if my language sounds brutal but there were other ways in which they should have called off this fast. AnnaJi and Kejriwal did the fast by telling that they are here to die for the noble cause. It would have been a good face saving grace for them if they would have been forcibly removed by Delhi Police and force fed. I am OK with Arvind Kejriwal breaking his fast and live for another day to fight out the battle as he is diabetic and we need people like him to live and fight our war. Loss of his life is what anti national parties like Congress wants and we should be careful and pragmatic but the way so called whole Anna Team called off their fast is not good. I think Manish Sisodiya could have continued the fast and would have become the rallying point.

Arvind Kejriwal & others did the first mistake by calling for the fast again, they did another mistake by calling it off without any gain. They are now doing third mistake by launching a political party. I again thought that lets support by all possible means to Annaji so that something positive will come out of it but I never thought that it would be a foray into politics. I don’t support the idea of AnnaJi's team coming to politics on India against corruption platform, they can join it as individuals but I am never going to support a politician who harbors the idea of Kashmir as free country like Prashant Bhushan or a communist like Medha Patkar who is against all development. By launching a political party they are simply dividing the anti-congress vote. I still support their cause but I think they did call off this fast to not allow big presence in Baba Ramdev's rally in Delhi on 9 August. The common public won’t believe in anyone's Anshan to such a great level again. I completely agree that they are fighting my war but by forming political party they are going to harm anti Congress parties and Narendra ModiJi, which is not acceptable to me. I want ModiJi to be PM of India and if Annaji & Kejriwal think of cutting his votes than I am not going to support these individuals anymore. Annaji & the team's main appeal was that they are not political people. They will lose the same as their political ideas are not so great. I am practical enough to know that Anna's party will eat away Anti-Congress votes and Congress will win again inspite of all corruptions, anti-national activities, communalism and non-governance. By doing the mistake of forming a political party, Team Anna is falling into Congress trap of dividing the educated middle class vote. In India we have illiterate people going for the voting majority of the times. The educated ones treat the voting day as picnic day and most of them have migrated to new places where they are not registered for giving votes so they can’t travel to their constituency for casting votes. AnnaJi's team is doing right thing by creating awareness about corruption in daily life. 

I don’t think Anna & his team should form a political party to achieve what they need. Their strategy should be to give support to those candidates who believe in their JanLokpal as I feel the nationalist intelligent votes are already less and by forming a different political party Anna will reduce the chances of winning of Non-Congress candidates.. As Congress's main vote bank are illiterates and minorities, who dont understand the issues at depth and are more vulnerable to Charisma of a corrupt family and appeasement by doing lip service and imaginary fear of RSS. Congress managers like Digvijay and Khurshid know that if congress has to survive they just need to talk some rubbish on election time like Sonia crying for slain muslim terrorists of Indian Mujahidin, communal reservation, RSS is going to kill all minorities if BJP comes to power, to keep this vote bank happy. I don’t support formation of a different political party either by BabaRamdev or Annaji. I think they should support politicians like NarendraModi Ji as atleast Modiji does what he promises and result available for all to see in Gujarat. My love is my country and I will support even an animal that stands up to fight against corruption and wellbeing of this whole nation. I think Anna & Kejriwal are doing good job of awakening people and helping them in realizing how this nation has suffered through all the years. Many people probably may not know but long before Anna became active in social work and anti-corruption ways, organizations like RSS have been functioning silently all these years for upliftment of whole motherland. So my advice for members of team Anna would be tactically support candidates of major political party who takes pledge to support their version of JanLokpal and don’t abuse patriotic organizations like RSS. It will do much good to them and country rather than forming a political party which helps in sustaining the mother of all corruption in India that is Congress.  By forming the political party by team Anna only one party will gain for sure- Congress. If that's what members of Anna's team want then they don't deserve my support. I hope they will listen to common people like me as Team Anna like me is nothing but common committed citizens of India. Vande Mataram..

Is this the Democracy Which Our Honorable Parliamentarians Want To Protect From Likes Of Anna Hazare & Baba Ramdev?

The often quoted definition of democracy is “Democracy is the rule of the people, by the people and for the people.” But when I see current situation in India, I feel that Abraham Lincoln should have clearly defined what he meant by “the people” like who are these “people”, who would be ruling, whom they would be ruling and for whom. Like so many other things, I think majority of Indian politicians have taken advantage of ambiguity in Lincoln’s quote and defined “the people” as their own family, relatives and friends. So the new improvised version of Lincoln’s definition in Indian context has become something like “Democracy is the rule of the family, relatives and friends, by the family, relative and friends, for the family, relative and friends.” I am not joking as when you see Mulayam & his family enjoying the exploits in UP, Gandhis in Center, YSR’s Son Jagan in AP, Yediyurappa and his family in Karnatak, Farukh Abdullah in J&K, Badal’s in Punjab, Karunanidhi in TamilNadu, Lalu in Bihar, Sangma’s in Meghalay, Thackreys, Pawars & Chauhans in Maharashtra, Hoodas & Chautalas in Haryana and you will soon realize that democracy has got a new name and form in India and it’s called “Famocracy”.  Doesn’t is sound like some remote Middle Eastern / African country’s ruling system? The way we are being governed by few corrupt families and their well-wishers, we will soon have worse situation for common masses and life will become more difficult. It’s sad but true reality of Today’s India.

Mulayam talks about being an ardent follower of Ram Manohar Lohia’s socialism but all I can see how busy he is in promoting his own dynasty rule. Lohiaji who remained unmarried, never had any bank balance and opposed the dynastic rule till his death must be agitated in heavens by what all Mulayam is doing in his name. The most wonderful thing of Mualayam was, his daughter in law getting elected unopposed in recent elections for MP in Kannauj parliamentary constituency, which was vacated because her husband and Mulayam’s son became Chief Minister of UP. The Mulayam’s form of democracy should be adopted all over the India so that the general public doesn’t have to face inconvenience of going to the voting booth and all the MPs can get elected on some or other arrangements where no one fights elections against anyone and everyone gets elected unopposed. It will save more money from public exchequer (your and my money- if you are an honest taxpayer), prevent infusion of black money in economy and we won’t have to suffer from endless public debates, exit polls and noise pollution for so many days. I think all parties including Congress, BJP and BSP must have decided that in the interest of common public good they shouldn’t fight elections against Mulayam’s daughter in law and by doing that they have shown a new way of democracy to the whole world. But I wonder how this is different from election of some ruthless dictator in sub-Saharan African country, who gets 99% of votes or from election of Saddam Hussain in Iraq?

There are so many criminal cases of serious charges like murder, rape and corruption against so many of honorable parliamentarians and they say that they want to save democracy from autocratic people like Anna Hazare and Baba Ramdev!! Any politician who says things like this must have few qualities like habit of indulging into verbal diarrhea like Digvijay Singh, skin as thick as rhinos, character as weak as ND Tiwari, lying habits as great as Nirmal Baba and Kapil Sibal, corruption habits as good as Spectrum Raja and Sharad Pawar, networking habit as good as Nira Radia, communal as good as Akbaruddin Owaisi, castist as good as Lalu & Maya, Regionalist as good as Karunanidhi, Secularist as good as Mulayam, Barkha Dutt & Arundhati Roy, very good in hiding all sources of black money of their masters like Pranab Mukharjee, enjoy all power without accountability like Gandhi Family and above all still saying you are innocent while the biggest scam happen under your rule like Manmohan Singh. Once any politician achieves this state in India, he will have the “Buddha Moment” and will become enlighten about different way of fooling the general public and making huge money for family, relatives and friends.

These honorable MPs and politicians who haven’t hesitated in eating fodder meant for animals, claim that the biggest threat to the great Indian democracy comes from an unmarried 74 years old former armyman, a former IRS officer, a patriotic unmarried Sanyasi, a decorated former IPS Lady Officer and millions of educated and young middle class Indians like you and me. Perhaps the political class and their cronies in TV & print news media need to understand that the biggest threat to democracy comes when handful of corrupt people start twisting the system to suit their own needs, when the murders, corrupts and criminals go unpunished just because they have money and power while the poor and helpless are denied the justice and forced to pay bribe to get their work done. It’s so easy to understand but our honorable politicians & their cronies have insatiable desire to earn more and more which doesn’t get satisfied by amassment of billions of dollars in Swiss Banks which they can’t even count properly as there are so many zeros involved.

As you have seen the Mulayam form of democracy is not good for common Indian Public, because we will be denied all the chances of growth and opportunities while the likes of Mulayam and his cronies will flourish on our expense. The Mulayam form of democracy is so treacherous that you will be eating your words just after announcing in full public view press conference that Shri Abdul Kalam is his first choice for president of India. After few hours he cut some deal in his favor with Sonia and backtracks from his words and giving complex to likes of Mir Jafars and Jay Chands of Indian History. This Mulayam form of Democracy was actually started by Gandhis and Nehrus and sustained by all other politicians who saw its merit. They jointly deny the common masses the chance to be the participants in India’s story and corner all the butter for themselves and their cronies. That’s why they invent new issues of dividing the society in different ways and keep their rule relevant by following the divide & rule policy of British. Irony is we wanted the freedom from British for the same reasons and still our own people are behaving the same way.

I wonder sometimes that was this the India for which likes of Chandrashekhar Azad, Bose, Bhagat Singh, Sardar Patel and Lala Lajpat Rai fought against the British and gave their life?  I am an eternal optimist and I still believe that all is not lost. We have few shining examples like Narendra Modiji, VajpayeeJi, Naveen Patnaik and Nitish Kumar who are doing real good work and keep the faith of common Indians like me alive in real democracy. If we Indians really want to make the real definition of Lincoln’s democracy true in India we all need to play our part and teach a lesson to all the corrupts by voting against them and rising against injustice. Let’s take pledge to make India the place which the real patriots like Vivekanand dreamed of and make their dream our own reality. 

Vande Mataram

Be The Change That You Want to See - A Call to Educated Middle Class of India

This article has been published on popular news website- India Behind The lens. Following is the link to this article

http://www.ibtl.in/news/rashtra-vandana/1947/be-the-change-that-you-want-to-see--a-call-to-youth-of-india

There is a very famous incident in Indian history which serves as lesson for all rulers for all the times, some rulers take positive cues from it, mend their ways, treat themselves as servants of public and keep public interest above theirs while others who are drunk with power and arrogant in behavior, refuse to learn anything, become another example in long list of individuals whose name pops up when there is a talk about how common masses dislodged the ruling class from the throne.

The  incident is about a corrupt ruler’s abuse and insult of a honest, patriotic and intelligent Sanyasi. The Sanyasi takes a vow to uproot the mighty corrupt ruler and after few years gets success in his mission. The Sanyasi had honesty, integrity, patriotism & few good followers as his asset and we still know that period of Indian history as golden period. You might have got the idea till now, the mighty corrupt ruler was Dhananand and the Sanyasi was Shri Vishnugupt , whom we know as Chankya. Chankya’s worthy student Chandragupta, after he conquers Magadh, also frees the motherland from clutches of foreigners.

This incident came to my mind when I saw how, one year ago, the corrupt members of a particular party heaped insult after insult on a patriotic Sanyasi, who was just demanding the return of our ill-gotten money from foreign land and end of corruption in India. The corrupts were sp afraid of saffron cloths of the Sanyasi that they had to arrest him in night at 2 am, that too after talking to him and giving him assurance that they will act on his demands. But the Sanyasi wanted a concrete action from the corrupt thugs and was hoping against the hope that they will issue an ordinance on declaring the black money as national asset and those who have stashed away that money would be declared as criminals and given very hard punishment.

He wanted the corrupt thugs to issue the ordinance as he has seen how they have been fooling the Anna Hazare and his team on JanLokpal bill. It’s for all of you to see how the government hasn’t passed the bill toll today, even after promising the moon. If the corrupts wanted it, they could have done that but this would have given them so much trouble because many times its they and their close ones who have stashed the black money abroad and involved in all corruption scandals. You can’t expect a thief to pass a law for his own punishment. The corrupt ruling class had to act against their loved ones after such law is passed and Indian public too, which has become aware about all the wrong doings and its effect on them, would pressurize them to act. The Supreme Court which is now acting as very much independent agency, as envisioned in constitution of India, would have got the corrupt thugs in more trouble. All these 65 years the corrupt people of political class, specially the party which ruled us the most, have looted this nation systematically. It’s them and their close one who has billions of dollars stashed away in foreign banks. This is making them so nervous that they won’t allow this to happen otherwise their queen bee will be exposed too and public in this information age would be able to see how systematically this Gandhi Nehru clan and its cronies have looted our nation.

That’s why the ruling class started bribing the whole nation through easy money making mass bribing schemes such a farmer loan waiver scheme or the bigger scandal in form of Mahatma Gandhi National Rural Guaranty Scheme. These mass bribery schemes have helped the corrupts to win elections but have given a big financial burden on tax payers like me and our economic progress is slowing down because of such nonproductive schemes. The ruling class knows that Indians suffer from short term memory loss. They know that Indians would just forget what these corrupt thugs have been doing now and as central elections are 2 years away, they can make fool of Indians again and through some mass bribery scheme, fanning communal violence and minority appeasement they can dream of coming to power again. These corrupt thugs don’t have long term wellbeing of India in mind and are just focused on short term gain of winning elections by hook or crook and punishing the patriots of this land to appease certain section of minorities, hiding the corruption and ego massaging of certain individuals. They tried it all in recent UP elections but it’s for the world to see how the Prince charming & whole extended Gandhi clan along with great sadist Digvijay Singh failed miserably to keep even the assembly constituencies of Raibareli & Amethi with grand old corrupt party.

I just can’t believe that the Congress Party once had Sardar Patel and Subhash Chndra Bose as its members. Their souls must be suffering with pain and thinking that why at all they wanted freedom from British? If you don’t even have right to sit on peaceful protest and the administration can still beat up the hungry and thirsty sleeping children, women and elderly men, in middle of night than what kind of freedom and democracy is this? Don’t you think that the incident which happened with Baba Ramdev & his supporters a year ago brings sad memory of Jaliawala bagh back to your mind? The situation was same, all people were doing just peaceful protest and General Dyre, a foreigner, ordered his Indian policemen to fire and kill people. The Indian policemen in his command didn’t even hesitate to kill their own peaceful countrymen and this time you have Italian, a foreigner, ordering the same thing on sleeping innocent countrymen in middle of night.

The cunning politician who calls Osama Bin Laden as Osama Ji, visits the home of terrorists and cast doubts on security forces of India has guts to call a patriotic Sanyasi as thug and we all just listen, smile and look away as if it’s not your or mine problem. What kind of people we have become? Just imagine if these corrupt thugs can do such lowly acts with such an extraordinary individual as Baba Ramdev, what they could do to us or what they have been doing with this nation all these years?

I don’t have any hesitation in saying that Congress party is root of all evils of India as they ruled India the most. They had golden chance of shaping India’s destiny at independence but Nehru was too westernize to think for Indian way & solution. So we still have many laws which are prevalent from 1890s too, its hard to believe but its truth. If, in front of our eyes and in this information age they have been able to do scams of such a greater magnitude as Coalgte, 2G spectrum scam, Adarsh Society Scam, Food grain scam, insulting a honest & patriotic army chief and many more such things, than just think what they have been doing in past? Infact the corruption started in 1947 itself by doing Geep scandal. I feel sometimes that this party is just meant for looting and siphoning away India’s wealth like the way British did for 200 years. The Nehru Gandhi Clan and many congressmen, by being close to Britishers, knew and perfected the art of divide & rule and siphoning money and stashing away in foreign lands. Its because of people like these the tolerant Hindus are becoming violent in their thoughts and trying to avenge the humiliation of Bharat Mata and fellow Hindus. I think the Congress part still thinks that young educated mass in India don’t matter as we don’t go for voting and are just arm chair or cyber activists. I know there is some truth in it and may be they may again get away with it. But I know one thing for sure that all these agitations by likes of  Anna Hazare & Baba Ramdev are atleast making people aware of what kind of corrupt people are ruling us. In long run this awareness will help in making India a better democracy.

I urge all nationalistic like-minded Indians to start speaking and telling truth whenever & wherever they get chance. We need to awaken the mass. I try to do it whenever I am in any public place such as trains, buses, local transports, in social gatherings, office talks with colleagues. Many times I prefer travelling in sleeper class of train so that I get the chance to meet more and more people and make them understand the challenges in front of the nation. I make sure that everybody understands the point of view and urge them to vote in every election. I take their pledge that they will vote in all elections. It doesnt matter whom they vote for but they should vote as it’s the only way we can play part in building India. This is the war of Kurukshetra, you can’t remain neutral in this war, and you have to pick a side. By being neutral I mean that not voting and going on for picnic on voting day is not an option anymore. You will get the government that you deserve and I don’t think we deserve to be ruled by the current bunch of corrupts whose name is there in different big corruption scandals. If the educated middle class doesn’t rise to the occasion than again the next government will be decided by the people for whom the caste & religion and free food or money for one day is enough for making voting choices. In recent elections you might have seen how they seized liquor & money from candidates which was meant for distribution among voters. The poor illiterate village masses have been shackled so long in barriers of castes, religion, food & money that they many times miss the bigger picture. So until the educated middle class who are affected by everyday corruption doesn’t take pledge to do the voting seriously, I don’t see much chance of improving the situation in India.

I know we all common Indians are not like sun which can remove the darkness in one go but we are like small diyas which when placed together, have the best chance of outshining the sun. I urge all like-minded Indians to step up their protests wherever they can. It may be through blogs, through open talks, at hotels where you go for lunch or dinner, at parks, students can do it in their campus, if electronic & print media isn’t doing its work and many times acting as B team of this corrupt rule than we have to play our part in saving this nation's soul. All media channels argue & question Anna, Baba Ramdev & their team as if they are the criminals & have committed some major blunder by taking up issue of corruption. They don't ask even one sensible question to likes of Rahul gandhi, Sonia, Sharad Pawar, Cheatambaram, Digvijay, Sibal, Pranab & MMS, who are involved in one crime after another. If we don’t register our protest, the corrupt ruling class will feel that we don’t care about our nation and just busy with earning our money and living our life casually. its upto us now, we have to show them through our deeds that we are still awake and won’t tolerate the looting of common wealth anymore.

They had played with pride of a Sanyasi who doesn’t want anything for himself. He has enough fame through his good deeds. He has enough resources to sustain himself for life long. He is not having any immediate family which is getting benefitted out of his fame. He is a patriotic Sanyasi like Chankya and the foreigner controlled ruling class should know what happened after a corrupt thug insulted and humiliated an honest and patriotic Sanyasi. Although I don’t agree with some of the points which Baba Ramdev is insisting on such a removal of big currency notes and having all education in Hindi & other regional languages or bringing Dalit Christians & Muslims under reservation. But his other issues are worthy causes for which we have to raise our collective voice.

The ruling class is playing with a simple honest individual like Anna Hazare, who is asking nothing for himself and making a fool of him every day by one lie or another. They had played with pride of an honest army General and maligned his character by all possible means. On other hand the likes of Rajas, Chidambaram, Dayanidhi Maran, Abhishek Manu Singhvi, Sharad Pawar are having time of their life and they are busy in inventing new ways of looting the public money.

If we want this to be stopped than I urge you to play your part in making of this nation. It would be really late if we keep silence and allow the corrupt to play their dirty games. I think Baba Ramdev has chosen 3^rd June for starting his protest as because its an historical date on which Nehru, Mountbatten & Jinnah agreed to divide India on religious lines. The time has come again to fight for the cause of India and keep it united by chants of Vande Mataram. Its very tough fight which Babaji & Anna have started. Lets all support the noble cause taken up by these good soulse and if we cant support those who are fighting the system for us then I request you to not criticize them too. I sincerely believe that we Indians deserve much better government and system so that our future generations can live with pride in developed India.

Vande Mataram

Jai Hind.

You are on Right Track Arvind Kejriwal Ji..

This blog is in response to the article written by Arvind Kejriwal in TOI.

http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/india/People-should-suggest-the-way-ahead-for-Team-Anna/articleshow/11383019.cms#write

( Updated in September 2012- I no longer support Arvind Kejriwal as he has started his political party which I think is harmful for Anti Congress movement which I support. I support AnnaJi & his group who want non political pressure group to fight & change system) 

Peed Parvat Ban Gayi Hai Ab Pighalna Chahiye.. Is HImalay Se Koi Ganga Nikalna Chahiye.. Mere Seene me Nahi to Tere Seene Me Sahi.. Ho Kahin bhi Aag Magar Aag Jalna Chahiye... Gopaldas Niraj.

Dear Mr. Kejriwal,

I hope that you are doing well. I have followed the anti corruption movement for a long time and in my capacity as ordinary citizen of India played my part wherever and whichever way I could. The anti corruption movement grew bigger everyday because the patriots all across the India and their respective organizations participated in anti corruption movement in big way.

What is happening right now was expected by all right thinking people.. I have vowed way back in 1996 (I wasnt even a eligible voter at that time) I wont ever vote for Congress..As after my careful analysis I concluded that its the congress which is responsible for all ills in india. I am not saying that all other parties are bathing everyday in Gangaji but when you have a choice of choosing a lesser thief among all than Congress then I would definitely prefer any other party over it. Congress and its leaders disgust me and fill me with hopelessness that until these corrupt leeches are at helm nothing is going to change in India..

Its the Congress culture which is responsible for all the ills in India.. Its the congress culture which never allowed real democracy to take its place.. its the congress which never allowed good quality education at primary level so that the whole country becomes educated and can think before voting.. Its the congress culture which is responsible for all terrorism in India.. Its the congress culture which is responsible for all corruption in India.. and what that Congress culture is?? The congress culture of dynastic rule .. the congress culture for maintaining status quo.. the congress culture which never allows a common man to get elected but allows only sons and daughters of the politicians to come stand in elections.. This congress culture has destroyed India from with in.. If young Indians ever want to see developed India they have to throw the corrupt congress and its leaders to bay of bengal, arabian sea, ganga or brahamputra river or indian ocean whichever is near by. The congress will never allow any honest person to do the right thing as they all are thieves to the core.. They have mastered the art of looting public money and slander campaigns.. They cant see a Narendra Modi as PM otherwise he will destroy their personal empires of billions of dollars which was looted from common Indian masses.. The congress has kept the common India poor and uneducated so that it can live on their ignorance..

I dont understand the mindset of those who are opposing Your & Baba Ramdev's noble cause. I mean what exactly is their problem? You all are just discharging your duty as concerned citizen of India.. If we remove corruption from India than whose benefit is that? Indian public is not a fool now and it can differentiate between good and evil.. something doesnt become automatically bad if RSS touches it.. if RSS or Modi were so bad people or if there was a single evidence against them.. I dont think congress and Italian Mafia would have waited a single minute to hang them and ban them.. they are just harping on to divert people's attention.. they dont have problem when anti nationals hold meetings in delhi and they take their turn to protect them but they use their brutal force against innocent citizen and warrior patriotic sanyasi of India.. I am ashamed by the fact that I am being ruled by such corrupt thugs

Arvind Ji.. A request to you.. Please dont talk rubbish about RSS.. Its because of RSS and its teaching of nationalism & high moral character, that RSS volunteers like me support anti corruption movement.. It doesnt matter to to who leads it whether its Anna or anybody else.. I will even support an animal who is going to fight against the corrupts & anti nationals.. What Sar Sanghchalak Bhagwat ji has said that many RSS volunteers like me supported anti corruption movement out of love for our motherland.. RSS is doing this job without seeking any publicity and its been doing this before you were born.. I just want you to be respectful as far as RSS is concerned. One of the reasons why there was low turnout in your Mumbai fasts this time was you thought that its all you who is responsible for maximum turnout in your Delhi protests. You fail to appreciate that it was support of patriotic organization like RSS which worked as wonder for anti corruption protests.

The congress funded & leftist leaning english media is doing stupid & dangerous campaign to malign one of the most patriotic organization of this country. The word Swayamsevak means the person who is self motivated to do Seva & doesnt look for anything in return. I wonder what makes "con"grOss people comment about RSS giving support to Anna's movement against corruption. As per these stupid Congies does corruption becomes good if RSS opposes it? Does terrorism & maoism becomes good because RSS opposes it? Does minority appeasement, Castism & lip services for poor becomes good because RSS opposes it? I mean there is no limit to Congis mental bankrupcy.

The "Con"grOss which was crying for following the parliamentary procedures was caught with its pents down when it allowed Rahul to speak on Janlokpal in zero hour without any previous notice. They murdered democracy in Rajya Sabha, when they didnt allowed the voting on the bill and shamelessly declared sine die. The ruling elites of congress think that they can rule the ignorant masses like the way they were ruling them till now. They fail to understand that we the young people of India dont have any past baggaes and majority of us have made their own destiny through hard work. "Con"GrOss= Corruption .. Its because of this simple equation the congress thinks whosoever is against corruption is against them.

For most of the people paying bribe is like getting raped mentally.. Majority doesnt want to give bribe but they are forced to do so if they have to get their work done. Just take a simple case of train tickets, the govt should have more and more trains available when there is festive season as more people travel to their home but they dont do it and it creates supply and demand constraints and there are always people who are willing to pay or take a bribe in such situations. In my view the bribe giver and taker, both are committing an offense but we have to see that most of the times bribe giver doesnt do it out of happiness. Since past many years, when I started understanding the situation in India, I came to conclusion that its the "Con"grOss which is root cause of all evils in India. They are the biggest communal and castist party in India. I am happy that people now can see through their design and force them to go in shell. But I know congress will try to confuse the common public and discredit the people who arer leading the movement like the way they are doing with Bhushans in CD case. They tried it with Anna, Baba Ramdev, Arvind kejariwal & Kiran Bedi too but couldnt succeed as majority of the people were able to see through their designs. I have a belief that Congress will not allow to pass a strong Lokpal as it will reach the Gandhi family and expose their corruption.

The best and often quoted definition of democracy is .. it’s the govt “of the people” “for the people” & “by the people” .. I think our politicians forgot “ Of & For” the people and you and me know that its majority of the times the poor and uneducated who generally have less idea about the real issues go for voting and we all so called educated individuals go on picnic on that day.. so political class only cared about those who vote them in power.. so in case of India “by the people” thing wasn’t functioning too..as lot many people are not casting their votes..

But now the politicians, specially from “con”gross party (as they know rural people vote for them) are afraid that if the middle and educated class awakens than it would be trouble for it in coming election..That’s what we all have to do.. we have to vote at any cost.. but we all educated indians have to take a pledge that we wont ever vote for congress.. You can vote for any other party but NOT congress.. that’s the only thing we have in our hand in this democracy. I am really happy that the discussion topic between youth has changed to corruption, nation and other burning issues instead of which movie was good and what cloths to wear.. It’s a transformation which will shape the destiny of India.. You guys keep on doing the good work.. individuals like me will support you in full capacity.. Our strategy should be two pronged

1) To continue awaken the masses.. specially the poor ones.. about the ills of corruption

2) Get involved in political process by tactically supporting the ones who stand for fight against corruption.. take the pledge from the candidates on stamp paper and make it legally binding for them..

In my view This two pronged approach is the only solution as we should not be involved actively in politics...

I have always believed that we small common people are not like Sun which will rise in morning and take away the whole darkness with it but we are small diyas and if we stand united we have our best chance of outshining the sun.

Vande Mataram.. Bharat Mata ki Jai.

Do You Know What You Really Want From Your Life?

I am having some troubling times. One question is coming again & again in my mind for past several years. This question has troubled me in past & its troubling me now even more. The question is " What I really want from my life?". This was supposed to be very easy question to solve as there cant be many answers to this question. But still I think I am not able to answer this question. Why this question is so difficult to answer? I think I am still not able to find my core. There are certain things which I think might be my true calling. I dont have material desires but I want to do three things in my life;

1) First Thing: I want to open a school which gives good quality education to underpriviledged children in semi urban or rural areas at very nominal or no cost. As I believe education is the only tool which can change the face of India & the individual. Whatever I am today is because of education and I understand its importance very well. My late father always knew importance of education and always forced all siblings to never compromise while learning. He knew that education is the only tool which can bring anyone out of the clutches of poverty & help you in realising your dreams and make you better productive member of the society. He forced all my siblings & me to study & study very hard and its because of him, I am what I am today.

2) Second Thing: I want to open an old age home for neglected senior citizens. I am still amazed how so many Indians just abandon their parents in old age. The country where our scriptures says that since God cant be present in physical form everywhere thats why he created parents. I know some parents are also at fault as they are not able to adjust with changing times & habits of this modern age but still its duty of the children to take care of their parents. its not like that I didnt fight with my father. We had disagreement on many things & I know I have his stubborn nature in me. I miss his presence in my life. I never talked much with him but still when he was alive, it felt like there is some one whose hand is there on my head. I am what I am today is because of him. His strict discipline & way of simple living has taught me many thing. I wish I had some more years with him to let him know how much I admire him & how much I have learned from his own life. He is gone & sometimes I just wish that he would appear from somehwere and shout at me for sleeping so late on holidays. He never liked it and he had this habit of making the other person aware that he is not liking something. He was brutly blunt & honest to the core and I feel proud that I am his son. He was rarely tensed in any situation. He had great wealth of knowledge & lots of stories to tell for making his point. I have inherited some of his qualities. Although I havent been able to live with him much becuase of my education & job but feeling of his presence in my life was the guiding light & the support pillar around which my whole family revolved. My brother had good fortune of serving my father all these years. Yes it was very tough to deal with my father sometimes but every human has certain faults and true love exists when you can overlook the faults a little and focus more on care, goodwill & affection. So its necessary to give care, love & affection to old age when the parents truly need it. Munshi Premchand was the great writer in hindi language. I have read his one story by name "Budhi Kaki" in school in 5th class. That story is still fresh in my mind. He writes there "Budhapa Bahuda bachpan ka punaragaman hua karta hai" means " the old age is generally the repetition of childhood". I think he is very right as old people become more & more stubborn in many cases like the children and needs our special care & attention. I would request all new parents to take care of their parents like they take care of their kids.

3) Third Thing: I want to open a multi specialty hospital & medical college in remote corners of India, which will do treatment as very low or no cost to poor. They will certainly charge those who can afford to pay.

I know to fulfill these dreams I need to have lots of money and I am not the individual who has that kind of money. But still if I ever choose to do business in my life then these 3 things would be ultimate thing for which I would like to earn money.

Anyways when this going to happen is secret buried in future. I have always lived the life with the flow, tried to live life as it comes, face the challenges as & when life throws them to me. In my life I have experienced that the things after which I try to run after, are the things which I never get. I dont know whats the reason. May be its some unseen hand which wants me to stay away from certain things and guiding or pushing me to achieve something other. I think in this way because I need to have some logic through which my heart & mind can understand it too. Its very difficult situation for me when I my mind doesnt understand something. It makes me awake in nights & mad in days just to know why this has happened with me in this way. So to keep mind satisfied, I have built up this argument and I think my mind understands it well and it becomes easy for me to go on with flow of life.

But still I dont know what I want from my life and its very dangerous situation to be in. My condition sometimes becomes like a headless chicken who doesnt know where to go & what to do. The choice would have been as simple as like I get married to someone, have kids & just live like many others are living. Its fairly simple process which doesnt involve lots of thinking as you will become so much busy that probably you wont have time to think on "what you really want from your life". As I have seen many people like that. But is that what I really want to do? I still dont know.. What I know is I want to serve my motherland by any mean possible. There are examples like Vivekanand, Anna Hazare & Baba Ramdev in front of me to take the lessons from. But I am still figuring it out do I have this much courage to leave everything and just get immersed in big ocean of India? What will happen to some of my worldly desires which still keeps me going in present state? I have got one thing clear in my head that I love my country, I love India.. and there is a strong desire to serve people of this land so that we will again be known as world's guru in every field. All the great people of the world have told that you need to find something which you love and once you find it you will know how to create wonders with it. I know what I love but still there is lots of confusion for ways & means to do what you love.

I can directly take plunge in Baba Ramdev's movement & help him in his fight against high & mighty as I believe Babaji is doing great service to India & Indians by taking up the cause of common man. So is this the thing which I want to do? But I have some loans to pay & if I dont earn money than who is going to take care of that? I think I am going to postpone this decision to few more years so that I can settle my debts or may be its the excuse which I am taking for shying away from hard work ahead in that road. I am having some problem in deciding it. I also know that once who want to achieve or do something never talk too much about it and just do it. May be I need sometime to makeup my mind.. May be some past experiences are still haunting me.. May be I am not clear in my head what I am really seeking from this life as this life doesnt belong to me only.. some loved ones has right over it too.. So my dilemma continues.. Lucky are those people who really knew what they actually want.. Like Steve jobs.. he clearly knew he loved computers & technologies and wanted to make best use of them to produce marvelous gadgets for humanity.. Like Vivekanand ji knew that he wants to reestablish the respect for Sanatan Dharma in world.. I think he didnt knew it initially but Ramkrishnaji made him aware of this.. Like Baba Ramdev & Anna Hazare know that they want to see corruption free India & playing their bit.. These people clearly know what they want... But problem with me is I dont know what I really want.. I am stuck up sometimes in worldly desires & sometimes in lofty ideals of serving the humanity..

I think this is the situation with most of the common individuals like me.. I think this is the difference between ordinary & extra ordinary.. The extraordinary ones clearly knew from their early age what they really wanted to do with their life.. while the lesser mortal like me are still not clear what they really want to do.. I have not found my calling yet & I am still confused with this question.. I pray & hope that I find it out soon.. I hope that all those who are reading this blog also find their true calling so that we can live in a better world.. because until you love what you do , you dont bring the best in it.. I am a soul which is trapped in some body.. I want to be free and until I know my true calling I will remain trapped in boundation .. I pray to almighty that he guides my intellect in right direction and help me in choosing the right thing..